WILDLY FREE ELDER
The Artistry of Aging
Each Precious Moment
Image by Ankya Klay Photography/Spotlight Blog Post by Ankya Klay
Yesterday I was contemplating on this time of the year and noticing how differently I feel these days. I know the events of 2020 have been sobering….but I think its more the result of the work I have been doing with you in Wildly Free Elder, with Andy and our Life Lessence, and especially with Wendy in our 6 month Death and Dying course (presently in our 5th month).
I find myself in a much more peaceful place of being happy with what is, moment to moment….and I believe this is greatly the result of having walked through and embraced my fears of ageing and dying.
How paradoxical…hey !
To die well is to live well, each precious moment we are gifted.
In times gone by, so much pressure ’to get somewhere”… to achieve, and the ultimate fear of ‘falling off the cliff’ before I had completed my purpose!
But what pray is that purpose?!
To awake each morning, as if it is the first day of a New Year, the first day of a new Life, a totally clean slate, fresh and new – with all possibilities available in my mindfulness. Expansive.
To Celebrate each day, each moment – not just at Christmas – as the miracle and gift of actually being alive, here on this beautiful planet.
It is all such a mystery…. as I surrender my life long habit of attempting to control life (what arrogance!), with the flip (and down) side of that ‘feeling responsible for it all’!…… never being able to rest completely, to sink into trust and being here Now fully.
Then there shall be no rejection of what is, or expectation for things to be different, anxiety about the future, fear of the ultimate, for this is It.
Right here, right now, each precious moment. And that is Eternity.
Then, if I can ‘achieve’ this state of presence, how could there be any doubt that ‘each day suffices unto itself’ – that my life is enough, that it has always been enough….
Appreciation and gratitude to Ankya Klay for saying yes to publishing her transparent New Year musings.
… reading these musings, I take a deep sigh, relax deeper, and smile. That’s how your ‘truth’ lands in my body Ankya. Gaye, thank you for sharing Ankya’s musings. To your health, Julie
Happy to hear my musings have landed this way for you, dear Julie. And Aho, to all of our Health. Our Wholeness. May each blessed precious moment dwell deeply within our bodies, informing our days in gentleness and smiles. Ankya x
Ankya, I feel deeply moved by your reflections and resonance with all that is. ‘Right here, right now, each precious moment. And that is Eternity.’ It’s an honour to walk with you.
Thank you dear Wendy. It is an honour for me to walk with you too. And more than that, to have ‘surrendered’ my fears into your loving embrace and to be held in such an exquisite way – to know deep within that I am never alone on this path – this is the most precious Gift I could have received.